When you are climbing the ladder of success, you must not kick people at every step because when you are coming down, no one will be there to hold you. So you just crash down flat on your face.
Fortunately for me, I've always tried to respect people & be co-operative, but their attitude towards me didn't remained static. Always everyone made me feel that OH! I'm not happening anymore. That in itself is drastic feeling.
I will not give up anything for love anymore! But at the same time, I do not regret anything I've done in my life. I feel that's destiny. If it had not happened, it would have happened some other way. Today I can say, that you may have your morals, ethics, values & responsibilities about your commitments but you cannot expect anyone else to be as committed as you are. I guess it takes time & experience to differentiate between the right & the wrong people in life. But I guess I'm quite cool. Who knows whether I'm going to be dead or alive tomorrow, so I live each day as it is. Yesterday I was single, today I am, but tomorrow? I don't know.
It's strange but every time I get hurt, I bounce back & I'm even stronger. I don't let myself wallow or go into self pity. Of course I'm human too, so I cry a lot. But once I'm all cried out, I'm stronger. And this time, believe me, nothing is going to change my mind. Once a relationship is over, it's over. It's my luck & the goodwill (say so) I've gathered over the years, that has got me a lot of work. At the same time, its not been all that easy.Basically, I've been a very honest person. That doesn't mean I can be used by just anybody or everybody every time & be expected to keep quiet. I'll certainly object. If I genuinely feel I've done something wrong, I'm not even ashamed to & say sorry. But I do not apologise for something I havent' done wrong.
Believe me or not, whenever I've planned things in my life they have boomeranged & backfired on me so badly that I've just stopped planning.
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